it's so cold all the time it's unreal, i'd crawl under three blankets and never see the daylight again. too cold to anything. meanwhile, i'm trying to install wordpress on my website, which isn't working because mysql databases, because hosting package, because servers down, and i could really use knowing a hell lot more about this sort of logistics than i do, which results in gasping on the phone with my closest friend's boyfriend about this and that while thinking i should be creating more and organizing less, but that shit needs to be done as well and it's so fucking hard running your own business. ah well, it seems i only write in here when i'm feeling grateful or i need to vent, one of the two.

all in all, is still cold.
dammit spring, where are you.

.. and i'm not even a spring fan, but this cold's been freezing up my blood and all things ever warm.